X: Kafeine alkol.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009, 13:31

I did try to sketch and write - My handwriting's awful now! Yikes. My fingers go all-jelly when holding the pencil. What more to sketch? TT So I give it up. Will try tomorrow morning if I could^^ Nyeh~

I notice I catch Japanese words faster than Korean. Lol. Especially the Food segment xD Silly but yes, food are very important - You can't even deny it :) My favourite(?! K not really TT) and unforgettable phrase in Korean is not very nice but it stays stuck in my head. Wanna know? Here: Chori kaseyo! (Yes, with exclamation and anger) Say it to people who're irritating and bugs the hell out of you. Mean it when you say it. It means: Go away! (Lol. Mean but it stays put in the memory xD) Learn okay? xD You want more mean words, I will learn more and teach. Muahaha:P Ok, playin~ I will learn the good parts of both languages, don't fret. Those mean words are for protective usage. Like if I fall into a bad situation or someone curse me (I could understand for my sake) So gyeap, I will learn harder and get it good :))

I don't understand. I just keep listening to slow and depressing songs. Crying my eyes out but love and appreciate the feeling. It just feels.. Good. Morugessoyo; wakiremasen .. I'm not always Happy. I'm not always Sad (Gojhimal tiny bit :\) And, I'm almost positive I'm not in love. I just listen to these type of songs cause it just tear me apart and make me feel better (somehow, just really somehow ..)

Dakishimetai, dakishimeteitai

(Dakedo kimi wa bokuno mono janai)

Dakishimetai, dakishimecha ikenai

As long as I don't destroy your future
(Kimi no mirai kowasanai kagiri)
I can't satisfy my wishes
(Kono omoi wo kanaeru koto wa dekinai yo)

Monday, November 30, 2009, 00:12

OMG
(Is he Santa?! ^^)
From Korea, I reckon. Malay-korean Lol:D

It's past midnight now. I was hella excited just an hour ago (and still am!)
My dad returned home and passed me this huge bag filled with ..
Korean stuffs! From my daddy's friend who works at Korea (Omg)
My dad's friend is both my mom and dad's friend from secondary sch
They met after around 20 years of not in contact (wow? thank fb~)
And OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is it Christmas already? Or January the 10th?! ^^
Back a month ago, the kind uncle (or is he santa??) ask my dad if I wanted
Anything to be brought from Korea when he return at the end of the month
I didn't want anything initially since I don't want to be a bother
But finally, I just wanted Super Junior's Sorry Sorry tee (Only)
That's all, that's really all. And I nearly forget about it
AND TONIGHT! Omg omg omg~
I didn't get the SJSS tee, but I get alot of other stuffs!!!!
I was speechless and shocked till I didn't even scream TT
I tried to express and scream but I just can't do the real scream
Lol k shuttup az TT

Let's get to the stuffs! ^^
Almond nuts sweets (4 packets) I tried before already actually, Nice!
And caramel beans (2 boxes) Interesting and cute. Can't wait to try!
CDs: Bigbang bigshow(!!! OMG !!!) and Wondergirls Nobody (??? Lol!)
Nike hoodie that's so comfy! (I din't even ask for this. I'm so blessed~)
And two wrapped items (I think his daughters wrapped them.
I feel so embarassed but appreciate they even bothered to wrap??)

So guess what?
I could guess that both wrapped items
Contain Super Junior stuffs even before opening
Cause that's the only one name mentioned to them
(So I reckon that's why they tried to make it Special~ Aww^^)

Revealed of wrapped items and everything (again)
It wasn't the same tee I wanted but I saw this tee before^^
Super Junior graffiti tee has cute sketch designs by the members:D
And it comes in plastic package from SmTown (SmEnt) I love it :)
And Super Junior Sorry Sorry album Version C (I think?)
There's photobook and stuffs. And voucher to E-table(!!)
I don't understand a word from the voucher TT
But! E-table is a restaurant for SM artistes
Dbsk loves to eat there and the food looks deli~
(Prob is: I have to pay few thousands to travel and find E-table
To get the 20% off and sit where Dbsk sits TT Jetplane for birthday? :P)

I think he bought Bb for me cause he might've remembered
My mom stating my big big love for Bigbang (lol TT)
I was so impressed when I opened Bigbang's Bigshow
Just look at these two shots I'd like to share:D
(YgEnt are ze best (Ygfam/Yglove!) Mr Yang thumbs up!)

I have yet to open Wondergirls cd
Like really, Wondergirls?? Lol din't expect it
Wait, I din't expect all of these either! >.<
My mom finds Wondergirls Nobody irritating
When she was at a shop purchasing laptop
Lololol Will open it tomorrow~

And before all of this surprises/shock,
I was ordering this Dbsk tee that they advertised
(I was measuring myself in every way TT)

I still cannot believe it (Foreal, this is a shock)
I'm so having my early Christmas and 17th birthday:P
(I cannot sleep already TT)

I'll burn fiercely like a raging fire
And end like the radiant rays of sunset
(I'm waiting for the Rising Sun)

Sunday, November 29, 2009, 15:34

They're too Beautiful (I'm finally sharing this -_-)
This is my favouritest track (It just pierces right there)

(When they harmonized "Ha" repeatedly, I feel tremors
When Junsu starts giving his "Setttsunai hodo",
I just have to close my eyes and take a deep breath
Everything shakes in me when the rest continued
And Micky's high note after "Let you know my love"
I feel myself torn in every single direction..)

Always Keep the Faith
♥

If there's one concert I'd like to go before I die:
It'll be Tohoshinki's (Aktf! <3)

(The last time I said this was for MichaelJ..
I even saved a few hundreds thinking I'd get to see him
But I finally decided it was impossible so I used the money
On my lone trip to Aussie And right after a year, he's just.. Gone)

Hope nothing (tragic) happens to Dbsk. Konsaato hai'? ^^ Aktf!

Saturday, November 28, 2009, 16:21

I learnt one very important sentence so that I will survive in Japan! And it is: Buta-niku o tabemasen! Make sure you state this just before ordering food ^^ It means.. I don't eat pork meat! ^^ (I learn the useless things first I see -_-!) It's important cause really, I'll have anything else but just no pork. No pork. Anything else can, no pork! Lol -_-

Oh and: Chuuhai to umeshu nomi-taidesu (Won't say what it means. I learn not only the useless thing. Mainly, food knowledge first! Lol:P) when I go to Japan one day :) I think I'll only learn how to converse and understand in Japanese (verbally and romanization), not write cause the writing system is said to be complicated. I don't even want to try TT If I'm lucky and hardworking, one day I can travel to Japan alone^^ It'll be way more difficult than the lone trip I made to Aussie cause Japan's first language is not English and I know nobody (except one! ^^) in Japan. Hmm. An alternate choice other than Korea. Well, when I grow up.. I'm going to make sure travelling around the world is a part of me^^

Other than on the net (and studying a little bit at the moment), I should do something more productive and worth it. I think I should stop sleeping late and waking up late. I should stop wasting days of my life just like that *snaps TT I think I want to sketch (I kinda miss Art. But to think they burnt that sketches of ours?! (Don't know if true but if it is! Grr!) TT My Eeteuk drawing, my Eeteuk is burnt -_-) Oh ya. I want to sketch Changmin, Jaejoong or something. That is if I can find my set of pencils, good papers, and have the mood for it -_- Lol.

Pst. I want Strawberry snow shake/Strawberry Red tea! >.< And I want some good hot mashed potato served with tea! :) Fish&Chips, ohmy! Oh geez.

"HUH???" Lol, He's such a (poor) baby TT
"Boku-ni ageru?" *Ignores* "Arigato" xD

Friday, November 27, 2009, 01:46

There's this voting thing on Who is Korea's top blonde bombshell? And before I click it, I knew it'd be.. JAEJ! ^^ Though GDs like the one people talk about lately. But it's a surprise none at all! JaeJ, he's a pretty one - Every single thing looks real good on him. Even though that colour was way back before, he's still the one hottest in blonde (and well, whatever other colours he's been in) He's a Gorgeous doll, remember? :D This is a brighter news of him. Instead of breaking my heart yesterday TT Kapish.

So gyeah. Here's my clumsy pretty baby^^

One weird fact is:
If everyone is given a chance to have plastic surgery in a day..
I'd choose to have JaeJ's pretty face (Foreal) ^^
What about you? (Lol weirdo question xD)

Thursday, November 26, 2009, 12:20

(I can't help it that Min loves his girlfriend.. MINFOOD! xD)

Tmr's Hari Raya Haji (well Mom said so) I don't even know TT
I'm so Tired.. Doing nothing at all xD Tmr, I should eat eat eat! ^^

B-Shop's kinda pathetic at the moment ever since we reopened TT
Lolol. It's kinda Sad and Frustrating. I don't know if there's Hope :(
LeeMinho's special EtudeHouse file, Suju new photobook, Dbsk posters
- I'll post them up soon. All brand new! Din't use them. Just wanna sell -.-
(Rmbr I have this habit of buying? And then look one time then sell? TT)
On FFD, scroll to the bottom for mini; limited Idol merchandise segment ^^

Help give your views on items in Ffd:
(1) Is the prices so expensive?
(2) Is it not interesting at all?
(3) CAN YOU PLEASE BUY???
(Lol desperate -.- Tag me abt it pls!
You can be Anonymous if you wanna
Just do help me out with yr views~)

♥♥♥

Overflowing through the windows of the heart
That can't be filled (Why?)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 15:38

Went out with Lynn with a random call! ^^ Okay, not so random. SabSF called Lynn late last night with her plans for the bandmates to meet-up and have an outing cause it's been way too long since we're out together and something. But she cancelled it cause she had family stuffs. So Lynn asked me out (ehem :P hahahaha k nonsense. the only jealous one is sab! -.-) Slept late, all excited. Next early morning, Lynn cancelled the plan cause of her lil siblings.. so I went to sleep -.- Then, haiyayai. So haywired ay this stuff - Finally agreed to meet-up. Lol whee^^

Went Tm to print pictures. To Cityhall HMV cause I wanted to buy me some albums - But got none cause Dbsk and Suju out of stocks TT 2PM 1:59 cause a bomb for a cd - Chey, a lil cause I'm quite low on the kashing~ AND GOD HELP ME DROP ME SOME MONEY - There's wicked headphones selling there! Bet it's new or something. They're crazy good-looking (just calling you to buy them! costs a bomb too) I want that Sony in purple/pink (inside that donut-lookalike package! please!) that cause 50bucksplus. And that robotic japan headphones that's rectangular type with lotsa colours to choose from! Bet that japanese ones is gon go on those matreps heads soon, cause they're mad colourful and pretty -.- Eesh, just you wait! A month or something, those matreps are gon destroy those wicked japanese headphones :( I want one before matreps kill them headphones!!!! :( Too bad I ordered my Mixstyle (Japan/Korea) headphones already! Bleh~ Nvm, got hope on January:P Anyone wanna bet one robotic japanese headphones if matreps're gonna rule them headphones soon? Eek. Yikes yikes~

Gyeah. Go buy them headphones after you see this post, and make me jealous TT (And act like you're the one that found the headphones. Pretend and ignore you found out from me! TT)

Ate at Raffles City Macs ^^ Both Lynn and I had Mega Mcspicy cause we din't eat well nuff with the rushed plan TT Woo~ Was lovin it^^ Except that Indian guy that kept staring hard - Bet he wanted some Mcspicy love -.- Went walking around and then head to Bugis Mall to buy me some Japanese book ^^ Yeah, I know I have yet finish learning Korean TT But I'll try to learn both during this holidays:D Bet next would be Italian or something:P Then to Iluma to keep walking around. Then took the train to Tamp back. Bla3, and gyeap went home^^

My aunt's helping me out with a job at airport^^ Idk if I'm gon get it. She's checking the details (pay, working hours, contract, etc) first so gyeah. Let's just hope I can cancel this laziness and bad spine ache TT Woo woo, must energize! ^^

, 03:07

Always Keep the Faith

사랑 ♥
(Neurago)

And ♥ my ladies ^^
(Gyep, so-last-year picture:P)